Life like this (^～^)

Every person have to love at least one bad partner in their lives to truly thankful for the right one. Before I met my hubby, I do  have quite a handful of exes too.. Hehe.. My rebellious bad girl phase!!!  Mostly they are great guys. I just tend to get bored easily back then and often end up asking for the break up.. I mean, hey I was young and carefree back then k, so don't judge me. At least I'm honest towards them and i don't cheat behind their back. Or worst I'm not using them for my own benefits. I do have heart k. I do care. But not too much. I'm not 100℅ heartless bitch. Sooo.. After all those bittersweet past, somehow i tend to tell myself i have to change my mindset on relationship sooner or later. Cannot be that free wild girl.. Must think about my future.. Settle down n grow up.. So on early June 2010, when I'm still in a complicated on off relationship with Z, I receive a miss call from an unknown number. I msg the no back asking who was this, since I hate talking on the phone with unknown no. It took the person a few hrs to reply, so I just forget abt the miss call. and I'm still continue with Z at that point of time. soon things getting from bad to worst on mid July.. Z was getting more controlling n his temper is worst. So one of those day I just had enough of his attitude n do what i shd hv done long time ago, call it quit n end the relationship with him for good. Just liddat. No hard feeling tho. Well I have to admit, I do had my "fun" moments with him but I have decided to move on.. I just can't see my future with him.. N I think that what he thinking too. So after that day onwards, remember the miss call guy?! well guess what i finally get to know him! Hehe! We agree to meet up under my block one day after his work. 😂😂 Up till now I can even still rmbr what he wore on that first day we met! (Plain black tee, blue jean, brown sling bag, brown echo shoe!) It was like a dream come true!!! Its more like love at first sight. Since dat first meet,We talk otp n sms almost every single day!!!Hehe. So one month later, we decided on getting engaged!! Yup yup! I only know this guy for a month n already agreed to get engaged for 2 year! Haha that's how much I trust this man! Crazy idea but hey I trust my gut alright! Deep down I know I'd made the right big choice in my life! He is my Mr Right. N yupyup im glad i made that choice! So Yeah, like any other couple, We do had our ups and downs through the journey of our relationship till our wedding day.(Dec 27' 2012) But we managed to overcome it bit by bit. Every obstacles we facing we solve it together as one team. The main key thing is Trust. So after what we been through, look where we are now!!!
Alhamdullilah, We r happily married n living a blessed humble life.. Even after all these years,(coming to 5 years!) being his wife, I sometimes still couldn't believe that I had landed myself such a warm loving perfect sweetheart as my husband. I'm proud to say that my hubby here was living proof that there's still special men out there capable of LOVE! I guess I'm that one lucky girl, one proud wife!

Welcome to The Real World.🌎

Nobody says its gonna be easy.. I know now that it'd been a damn hectic period for me n hubby for the last few months. What with adjusting on moving in to our new house, (since March) working our ass off (taking full shift almost everyday) just so that we can settle down comfortably without worrying about debts.. We know we are not born with silver spoon. Slowly but surely In Sya Allah. With determination, we won't give up. (Teamwork as husband and wife.) I know we can do it. We can overcome all the obstacles we facing together as one team. Ujian dari Allah.

🎉🎁Sis tWenTy fiRst Bdae Plan 🎁🎉

Tic Tok, Tick Tok. The clock is ticking away (her bdae is on 02 Oct, but decided to celebrate a day earlier..)yet I still haven't got a clue on what to get for my dearest sister.. Hubby said mybe can get her a nice comfy hoodie.. I was thinking sth more special tho. Well since its her 21st seh.. I was meaning to surprise her with a mini memorable 21st bdae party shared with 2nd sis, Fyqah n cuzzy Shawin, but looking at the situation right now, almost everyone seems to be too hectic with work, it seem really impossible.. Seriously we running out of time. For me, I seriously have NO time to even search for the perfect gift. N my pay was a day b4 her party. Haish.. So Any ideas what we can do?! I seriously want this year to be the most memorable birthday for her.. 😑😑

My Room Inspiration: Same concept!

https://youtu.be/pTnEAf_e9JU

Our turn soon next! In Sya Allah👶

Hehe my lovely baby niece!! Baby Airi Sherin Pang Binte Adib. Soo adorable right?! Now she's a year old already! In Sya Allah, our turn next to be the cool parents too. For now let's just enjoy the peace n calmness of being husband and wife! N start learning n training to be parents!! 😅😅

Power of positivity 🙏

Simply put la kn, your children is a mirror reflection of who you are. As parents, ur kids comfirm look up on u as their role model. So If ur perangai mcm setan don't expect ur kids to be like angel. What goes around come around. I know most people will say what past is past. Will change one! True! But hey,if u the stubborn, high ego kinda person, dont like to listen to advice, arrogant af,look down on others, then tough luck bitch on bringing up ur kid to be a great responsible person n hopefully not turn out to be sampah masyarakat! Oops.. Sorry not sorry.I say what on my mind here. Direct in ur face type. But its all for a good intentions. So in conclusion be what you want ur kids to be! Show good examples.I may not be a parent yet. But slowly but surely I'm learning bit by bit to change most of my bad habits n hopefully In Sya Allah one day be a great mom to my future kids!!!

That's My Girl!🐈

Mcm fhm je taw nie anak bulus sorang! Watching The Italian Job like a girl boss!Haha see her concentration is to the max here!!! Why u soo smart my baby?! 

Watching TV like nobody business!

Concentration😅😅

👢👡 Shoe Addict 👠👟

Well I have to admit it, I'm definitely a shoe lover. (Esp Sneakers!👟) Pantang nmpk kasut cantik, ada je hand itchy want get..😂😂 If give the right pair of shoe, I believe that they can change the feel of an outfit and who know mybe even change how I'm feeling about myself. The thing is, i tend to believe whatever shoe i wear is a reflection of my character! I'm not fussy over brands tho. As long as it suits me, in my right size n most importantly comfortable, I will get that pair! I'm one of that modern young woman who feel free to experiments!

Lately im been eyeing for a puurrrrfect pair of all white sneakers. I dont own any white shoes b4, so i guess its a start! Hehe (white shoe hunt starting soon!!!)

When come to shoes, I'm not afraid or shy with bright colors!! Each time shopping for new shoes, Im like always attracted to all those pretty neon colors!!! Hubby always say im that cheeky, bubbly, funky girl who love colours!!! No colors I will be uneasy!! 😂😂 haha but some time I oso do love my girly pastel too la.. Its all depend on my mood of the day! 😅

So in conclusion, I think for me, shoes are like ice creams there's always room for more! Hehe!!!

🌹Like A Rose..🌹

Was browsing through the Internet when I come across this beautiful rose cake on one of the website.. OMG.. Why they doing this?!! Why everything so pretty?! Now its tempting to change my mind on getting this cake instead of the unicorn one.. Aaaargh decisions!!! Can't decide now!!! Both so pretty. Both I like!!! Help! Any suggestion?! 😰😰

Unicorn

Well its still 2 month away (my birthday is on 24 Nov!!!) but I already planning what cake I want for my birthday!!! Hehe!! Rainbow pastel unicorn cake!!!  That's what I want! Vanilla pastel rainbow sponge cake, nutella filling, cream cheese frosting.. Mmmm I'm in cake heaven!!!

Best of friends..

Fake Friends: Never ask for food.
Real Friends: Is the reason you have no food.

Fake Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
Real Friends: Keep your stuff so long they forget it’s yours

Fake Friends: Know a few things about you
Real Friends: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you

Fake Friends: Would knock on your front door
Real Friends: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME!”

Fake Friends: Are for a while
Real Friends: Are for life

Fake Friends: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
Real Friends: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you.

Thank you guys, Xueer, Rina, Rafie, for being the best of the best friends anyone could ever ask for! Thank you for always having my back and supporting me in whatever silly choices Id made!! Without each of you working will be sucks n boring af! Haha Thank you my friends!! Y'all the Greatest!! 😘😘

Craving Soo Badly😁

WAH!! This Mango sticky rice seriously tempting sia!! It's obviously is a traditional Thai dessert made with glutinous rice, fresh mango and coconut milk, and eaten with a fork, spoon, or sometimes the hands.  Ever since I saw these super tempting goodies in one of my IG friends post, I been craving for it like crazy!!! Where can I find the best halal version?! Can anybody tell me?! Hopefully one day I can finally sastify my craving. For now I guess let me just enjoy drooling over these tempting pic! Hmmmmm.. 😅

Lil Bro Bdae!!!🎉🎉

Happy 13th Birthday to my one and only Lil brother!!! Wah dah besar seh adek ku!Precious moments celebrating with the family! Alhamdullilah everything goes smoothly as plan! May you grow up to be a successful young man😅 n try to cut down on yr carb intake! u seriously need to Slim down la bro! 😂😂haha no matter what me love you many la!😘

Friends Not Enemy😜

If im given a choice, I will still want to be  friends with pretty much every ex I’ve had!!! I don’t hold any grudge or negative tone towards anybody really. I don’t want that inside me. I don’t see why there is any reason you can’t still be friends.

Great Bargain!!! 😍

Eversince we move in to our new house, its always been my dream to search for all white Victorian furniture for our master bedroom. For the first three month, hubby managed to find a perfect queen sized Victorian bed that I agree on. Alhamdullilah yesterday I managed to get this beautiful princessy white vanity table (being the crafty talented guy, hubby help diy marble top for the vanity!😍) at really great price. $90!!! Who dont want sia, it totally match the bed somemore!!! Eventhough its used but still look new! I was in cloudnine!!! Im Walking on cloud!!! So after work, from JP, I drag hubby to Eunos, just to get the vanity!! It turn out that the vanity table seller was a friendly Japanese lady. So after paying her, we managed to get a van from Lala mover.
On the same night, we oso get matching bedside table!!! This oso was a total great bargain!!! Only $30 n totally brand new!!! Lucky for this its nearby at JW st 24 so hubby and our buddy just went over there while I stay home.
I'm really glad to get this two piece of furniture at a great bargain. Sure am Damn happy with our purchases la! Now our master bedroom look 80% complete! Left the wardrobe and ceiling fan/light! Its gonna be interesting, searching for the perfect size white wardrobe! (Since our bedroom is kinda small, not enough room for big wardrobe)  But In Sya Allah. When there's a will, there's always a way!

Wishes do come true!!!

When it cone to decorating our master bedroom im really grateful that my darlin' hubby had given me the green light to choose the theme to decorate! Its always been my dream to have my own room to decorate n now since I hv the privilege to do so, aper lagi I take the chance la! So many2 thanks to my dearest hubby for turutkn whatever my heart desire to decorate for our room!!! Hehe..I already decided on a sweet princess girly chic Victorian concept with all white furniture, pink walls n lacey curtains! So far we already have the bed, curtain,settled. Now left only the wardrobe n ceiling fan.
In Sya Allah, tmr we gonna get the matching vanity table and bedside table as seen in the pics. Can't wait for the result! Soo excited! 80℅ nearly complete! Finally my Lil fantasy bedroom will come true. Slowly but surely. In Sya Allah.😊

Am I Ready?

I'd been planning on wearing hijab one day down the line. The thing is, Im not really sure when and don’t really want to think about it. But I can’t stop thinking about the obligation i need to fulfill with my Creator and i think i need advice on how to start dressing more modestly. 

I have to admit i never really set a specific goal. I always thought, I will wear it when I get married or something, maybe when I start having kids or when I’m old and ugly. But after being married for nearly 5 years now, recently I began thinking of getting closer to Allah SWT and I I knew I was not guaranteed to live another day, let alone another number of years I was planning on waiting. Hijab was constantly on my mind now.. So....
Im giving myself a time frame,of at least 3 months starting next year, In Sya Allah, to keep me focused and always working toward my goal on wearing hijab. I know,Allah SWT knows my intentions and rewards based on that, In Sya Allah. May God open up my heart to change for the better of me..

Who do you think you are?!

Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect, so are you!
-and I don't live to be-
but at least I'm for real, r u for real huh?! Dont talk shit with us. You can run but you can never hide. The truth will events come right back at you. Yup! Karma a bitch! Now..Let the world know what type of person you truly are! Gold Digger Bitch! (Not happy not my Problem!)So before you start pointing fingers...make sure you hands are clean! Just remember tho,God watching you!